[Patricia Joyce]

Jeremiah,
I haven't been around the forum for quite a while, only checking in very occasionally and always hoping to find the time to come back. However when I saw your post I had to respond, because I am in the midst of my transition. If I would give you any advice it would be, "take courage" because you do need it. But the rewards are unbelievably gratifying.

Over a year ago I quit my job as an accountant and moved to Atlanta where I wanted to be in a large portrait and art community. No prospect for a job...I was fortunate enough to become employed as an Art Director for a learning center and the accountant too! By the end of the year I was working over 50 hours a week, too exhausted to draw or paint. In fourteen months I only completed four commissions and two paintings. But the year was a great introduction into the "art community". It helped me identify myself as an artist, through working with, meeting with, and making friends of other artists.

In June I moved back to Cleveland, my "assignment" in Atlanta spent. If an artist must learn to do one thing well, it is to spend time in contemplation (prayer, whatever your bent) seeking direction. For too many years my spirit was shrinking because I was not an artist, but someone who wanted to be an artist. The time came when I didn't care anymore about driving a nice car, having a house of my own, even being near my loved ones. I just HAD to step into the person I knew was inside - a portrait artist. We come to this individually, it is a very private precipe. Only you can jump the chasm! But, Jeremiah, YOU will know when that time comes because your soul will be crying to bring to fruition your true vocation.

Now I have been back in Cleveland for a few short weeks. And I am determined to stay out of corporate accounting and keep my own hours. So I am using my accounting skills to keep books for very small companies, I have applied to be a substitute teacher, I housesit (really great money!). You know the saying "if you build it they will come"? Well I am backed up by four commissions - for the first time in my career! And the drawing I have attached is going into a gallery in Darien Ct in September!! Everytime I send a sample portrait, someone sees it and buys it - awesome!! For now my drawings are very popular, with time my paintings will get there as well and with this schedule I can schedule one whole day for painting, which I have never been able to do.

You will find your way Jeremiah! I have always liked your drawings. Just keep putting forth the energy and desire to draw/paint and remain open and follow up on any tiny lead you may find.

We are all here for each other, you have my support and please let us know!!
Patty