Garth, another beautiful piece. (like we would expect anything else, duh)
Out of curiosity, have you done other self-portraits over the years? Wondering if this painting would be possible if you started painting it today. Not technically, but emotionally. It still feels like you have personal burdens, but how to portray yourself today would be interesting to see. Maybe you should celebrate the painting's ten year anniversary by painting an update? I'm sure we would more anxious awaiting it's completion than you would be!
Can't say it enough, but your work is truly incredible.